Sunday, December 30, 2007

Last post of this year

Listening to: Stan Bush - On my own
State of mind: Solitude, general desperation coupled with frustration


















  • Venjaramood suraj rox. Haven't laughed that hard in ages.
  • I only own my mind. But why on earth am I not in control of the only thing thats truly mine?
  • Psychology is something thats meant to drive you psycho ;)
  • Goodbye 2007. You shall rest as a bits and pieces of hypertext in these pages.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Memory snapshot

Listening to: Tiamat - Brighter than the sun
General mood: Reflective
No. of current conversations : 1
Comments
  • The internet brought people close to each other, but in some level it took people farther away from themselves.(this is just my opinion)
  • December nights are damn cold.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

High hopes......

Encumbered forever by desire and ambition
There's a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we've been so many times

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river

Forever and ever..............................

Friday, December 21, 2007

2k7 log file

  • Went through a certain period of time in which i successfully wrote and passed 4 university exams in 3 days, a period i affectionately labeled 'Black week'. I still consider this to be one of my greatest academic achievements after joining engineering.
  • Won the first(and possibly the last) ever programming contest i attended. All i had to do was write a c++ program to crack a Caesar Cipher. Put in the money i won into procuring my first mobile, a Motorola W220.
  • Went for my second Ragam and thankfully we managed to procure a 3rd for eastern orchestra. But rahul dude, surely missed ur amazing vox :D
  • Watched most of my friends getting placed. It wasnt much fun sitting at home for about 4 months and regretting about those supplies as each job goes whizzing past your ear.
  • Attended my first interview successfully and finally got placed. A BIG thank you to lotsa ppl. Ain't mentioning names, coz they'll know anyway.
  • Wandered trivandrum city for about 2-3 weeks trying to get sponsorship money for western orchestra in crossroads. Finally met target after loooots of marikkals.
  • I'd also like to thank the entity which was responsible for the beautiful rain that happened while western orchestra was going on from the bottom of my heart.
  • Went to lotsa places this year. Bonacaud, peppara, chowara, meenmutty and all. Was nice.
  • Got through my seminar kinda successfully. Feedback tells me i was good at confusing than convincing..anyways :D
  • The "main project" happened and i consider this among the most 'educating' times of my life.
  • It made me realize how hard it is for certain people to accept their mistakes.
  • I was also introduced to a certain race of people who are well versed in the art form where they accept their mistakes ONLY to you and then quite successfully manage to turn tables onto you in front of others behind your back. FYI that hurts more than good old fashioned classic backstabbing.
  • The no. of faces i have to smile at also took a hit during this year due to above mentioned instances.
  • First impressions aren't always true.(this statement holds both ways)
  • Managed to revive my long lost hobby of stargazing.
  • Bought a new mobile for "project purposes". With that my dream of owning an mp3 player was also realized.
  • Flipped in and out of many belief systems(religiously i.e).
  • The good side of the above point was that i got to read a lot(online i.e) about various aspects of religion,god blah blah.
  • Discovered a new passion in photography.
  • Supplies again :D
  • Two ubuntu releases in this year and it just keeps getting better and better. Managed to convert many people to linux.
  • Yanni is simply awwsum!
  • Cut up vegetables for the first time in my life. Thanx to kenny's mom :D
  • Got hooked to the old tv series Cosmos.
  • I worship Carl Sagan.
  • Attended the engagement of a classmate.

Monday, December 17, 2007

Core dump

"You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go"

"Look again at that dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every "superstar", every "supreme leader", every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there — on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam."

"Sing with me
Sing for the year
Sing for the laughter
sing for the tear
Sing it with me
Just for today
Maybe tomorrow,The good Lord will take you away..."

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ~x(

American Pie: beta house is just porn with comedy. But who the hell cares anyway. Who on earth reads this? Why on earth am i still typing. Just stop!. I said STOOOOOPP

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Rant

I hate the so called "communication gaps" . How hard is it to pick up a cell phone and call someone to convey a message or whatever. I fucking hate it when i'm kept waiting for nothing.

Monday, December 03, 2007